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SARA'S CONTINUING JOURNEY

WELL I AM MOVING FORWARD I FINISHED THE TEMPLE WORK THE LORD PLANNED FOR ME TO DO. I CAN'T BELIEVE I WORKED IN THE TEMPLE FOR 6 YEARS. WELL GUESS WHAT I AM DOING NOW? I AM A SERVICE MISSIONARY WORKING FOR THE FAMILY HISTORY LIBRARY IN THE DIGITAL PRESERVATION AREA OF ON THE BOTTOM FLOOR OF IN THE BRITISH ISLES SECTION OF THE LIBRARY. SOMETIMES I FIND IT QUITE ENJOYABLE BUT OTHER TIMES I FIND IT QUITE FRUSTRATING. I LOVE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH THE I WISH I LIKED THE WALKING. MAYBE AFTER A WHILE I WILL GET USED TO IT. HOPEFULLY. NOTHING IS SETTLING WHEN YOU START SOMETHING. IT TAKES SOME TIME TO GET USED TO SOME THINGS SOME THINGS YOU JUST HAVE TO LEARN TO GET USED TO AND I AM JUST LEARNING THE ROPES. WHEN THE ROPE IS RIGHT AT THE BOTTOM I JUST WORK MY WAY TO THE TOP LITTLE BY LITTLE. "WITH GOD NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!"

My Journey

Well it has been a while since I wrote last and, I have been trying to figure out how to send pictures and things to my blog post. Can't figure out how to do it yet but I will get the hang of this in the mean time I got myself a new phone. I will probably end up paying a fortune on it at the beginning of the month knowing me and knowing the cell phone companies not telling you the inside details of things.

Well it has happened. My job has come volunteer job has come to an end as I knew it would someday. it actually ended this week because I went and cleaned it on Wednesday. Wednesday people were pulling stuff apart and taking things down. Things were just really differen't in the temple because there was not any work to be done there there was nobody to greet you when you came through the doors and the doors diden't automatically open up. Those of you who are non members of the church no one is aloud to go inside unless you are a member of the church and you are worthy of a temple recommend which means you have to meet church standard and be worthy. You have to pay and honest tithe. keep the 10 commandment. Honor and obey the laws. Be truthful and do the good and virtuous things in order to enter the temple. No body off the street can just enter the temple only worthy members of the church. We hold that sacred because it is God's Holy House. I truely believe that. There wasen't any work being done in the Lord's House. It was all quiet. Peace is there.

Here I am with about 2 and a half or 3 weeks left til the temple closes still have no clue what I am in for after the temple closing. My ex- husband wants to continue to date me. I don't know if I want to continue to date him unless he wants a serious relationship with me. I really miss him I do. but I don't miss his bull crap. I just wish he would give up his childishness. I wish I could've given up babying him.

MY JOURNEY

IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE WRITTEN SO I WILL WRITE TO YOU A FEW BLURBS. I AM STARTING THE PROCESS OF GETTING STARTED ON FINDING A JOB THROUGH EASTER SEALS SINCE I AM DISABLED AND I HAVEN'T HELD DOWN A JOB SINCE '96. MY EX WOULD NOT LET ME SINCE I WAS MARRIED HE SAID IT WOULD RUIN OUR SOCIAL SECURITY. MADE ME SO MAD. I SURE WISH I COULD HAVE WORKED. IT SURE WOULD HAVE SAVED ALOT OF GRIEF THROUGHOUT OUT MARRIAGE. I THINK HE JUST WANTED TO SPEND OUR MONEY ON THINGS THAT DIDEN'T MATTER TO HIM, LIKE THE GAMBLING THINGS. I THINK WE ALL DO STUFF LIKE THAT. I FIND MYSELF LATELY DOING THAT BY BUYING STUFF AT RESTERAUNTS THAT I CAN'T AFFORD AND I NEED TO DO A LITTLE LESS SPENDING ON THINGS THAT I CAN AFFORD FOR MYSELF LIKE NECCESITIES OF LIFE LIKE FOOD AND CLOTHING. STUFF LIKE THAT. I AM BEGINNING TO GET COMFORTABLE IN MY SURROUNDINGS WHERE I AM AT AS A SINGLE PERSON. I HAVE BEEN SEPERATED A LITTLE OVER A YEAR NOW AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT THE FACT THAT I AM INDEPENDENT.

my Journey

Well here we are again this day! Organizing my life. I don't know much about organizing never done much in the past 20 yearsLol. I am as I said yesterday I am trying to get my life going in a good direction and in a good order. I probably have 7 boxes ready to go to charity already and I kind of feel overwhelmed. I guess I feel overwhelmed because I haven't done this in a long long time. I need to this for my own well being. I need to do this so I can feel as if I have accomplished something. I know I know I have accomplished many things in my life You know one of my best accomplishments in my life was the time I was adopted but that is another part of my story. As I said before I feel very accomplished. One of the things I think I am going to do is going to get a job and maybe go to school we'll see what the Lord wants me to do. I just will see what life leads for me. I was up alot of the night last night just contimplating on the subject and job or scool? Job or school? hmmm we'll see. Decisions decisions.